The light at the end of the tunnel is approaching, and it is coming fast. The problem is it is starting to feel like a freight train. That I set in motion a series of events and wasn’t prepared for the outcome. Eventually everything looks like a good decision, but we have to get there first.
Staring down the week where everything should come together makes it all the more troubling. We always worry about fumbling at the goal line. We are there. We have made it to where we want to be, and are almost across the biggest hurdle, but can we clear it? Can we get over that last hump?
By the end of this week I will have that answer. It will either be taken care of or it won’t. We will either clear the hurdle or we will not. I am hopeful that everything I have put in place will work out. That we will get there and that it will have meaning.
In theory most ideas are good. It is only when we see them in practice that we understand what makes the bad ones bad. We have to put things into practice. We have to try. There needs to be effort to reach understanding.
I worry about the end of this year and the beginning of the next. We have some big bills coming and I had prepared to pay them. I had it all set-up and then we ended up running up this hill at the wrong time.
The issue with life is there is no perfect timing. There is either now or later and now we know the challenges we face while later comes with a whole host of variables. The outcome is all that matters, and soon we will reach that outcome. Soon it will all be done and we can move onto the next challenge.
That one, I am hoping, is far down the road. I am not ready for more challenges right now. Get this week clear and everything else is taken care of. The die has been cast and forces beyond my control are moving us toward a conclusion. Now I am hoping it is the one I want.
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