A couple months ago, the last time I felt intense stress, I imaged all the weight lifting off or me and a soothing rain washing over my body. For some reason this made me feel great, and that feeling has remained, but now there are all sorts of new sources of stress, and I am feeling overwhelmed and overburdened once again.
I need to find some way to make this stress go away. One or two things that could happen are my loan getting finished up. Another is having these properties rented. Both those things will start on the way of relieving the financial issues. They will help a great deal, but they aren’t the only sources of stress.
My mother’s health is a worry, I have three kids to worry about, and my own company to run. All of this causes stress. Everything in life is a stressor and I don’t know how to not be stressed. I succeeded for a time, but it has all come roaring back. Stronger than ever.
After I finish this I am going to try and find something. Some source of stress relief for the morning. Come July 2027 marijuana will likely be legal in Virginia but I don’t have the patience to wait until then and I don’t really have the patience to wait past this morning. I do think the visualization techniques will work even though I can’t visualize. I think in thoughts more than images.
At this point I have nothing left to say and I’m ready to get to it, but I might have to recharge my headphones.
David Huzzard Writes 