Time Has Become My Enemy

There was a time when time was on my side. For some reason my energy level has dropped recently and I am struggling to get up in the morning. I am losing my battle with time. I should have been up at least an hour earlier today. Then I would have time to ease into my day. Now I am going to be fighting the entire day just to get through it.

It is ironic because the THC gummies have helped a lot with joint pain. I am no longer walking around all day in pain. I feel great and have good energy. I have even got a lot done with work. I worked on the SEO on our website by improving page titles and descriptions, schema, adding internal links, and adding an FAQ page. I’ve also updated and improved our Google Local Services add and our other Google Ads. Set a schedule for weekly Facebook live videos, blog posts, and updates to the Google Business Profile. Trying to really build a strong foundation for 2026.

I have to get my mornings back. I like to ease into the morning. Get this writing done and then have time to read for a little bit. After that I’m not rushing out the door. This morning it is already the time where I should be getting my shoes on and I haven’t even finished this writing. Nothing is working in the right direction, and my anger at myself and my loss of control has spread outward.

I know my wife and business partner mis-prioritizes. I should just leave her alone, but it does annoy me when she works all day on projects and systems that never see the light of day instead of on the stuff that needs doing like the scheduler and books. She is going to read this and yell at me, but I know it is my problem. She has a different work flow than me. Mine is attack the things that need doing and hers is to get into the right mind frame to do the important things later, and sometimes needs a gentle nudge back in the right direction. I’m not good with gentle nudges.

Either way we have reached the final paragraph. I believe I have said more than I should have today. It is good to get things off your mind at times. Other times it isn’t. The truth is it is time for me to go and then to go some more.

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