It has become rare for me to have days where I am needed in the field but that is what today is and it isn’t because of a heavy workload weekend, it is by design. It is only two clients but it is also six total visit. That is the amount I should be doing in low production months to keep our income steady. I just haven’t been doing it because the staff needs work and that is more important.
It is strange to have a season where we are up so much year over year but it feels down because we were riding such a wave at the end of last year. It would be interesting to look at the entire four month span. See where we started and where we are going. Or as much as we can tell where we are going.
Yesterday felt like I harnessed the power of lightening in my veins. I started the day off normal and then suddenly an idea and in five minutes I had created something and it wasn’t just a random something. It was something intelligent and beautiful. It felt like I’d unlooked a door and peeked into the heart of the universe.
And that is tiring. That means today I would like to rest. Yet I can’t rest. I need to get into the field, but that isn’t bad. It isn’t not restful or stressful. It is taking care of two easy kittens and an easy going hound dog. It isn’t hard work at all. It is nice and relaxing work, and I enjoy driving around in my car. I have a lot I need to catch up on when I am in there.
I am certain I will have time today to sit and relax. After these two morning visits I have a short break and a break between the midday and the evening. It is going to be a good day today. Let’s keep it there and enjoy the flow. That is what I need to do. Relax and enjoy what comes next, because one of the lines I wrote in here gave me a dangerous idea. An idea that leads to exploration and creation and maybe even discovery.
Let’s face it discovery is fun, but we all need days of rest. We shouldn’t run head long through the burning woods every day. So, today I control my energy and relax.
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