I froze at the title for nearly 30 seconds and then just skipped to the body. I will figure out a title while writing or I can write about figuring out the title for a daily exercise. The date would be the simplest solution on days when a title can’t come to me but most days I have some vague idea what I am writing about before I start typing. Today is not one of those days.
Today is a day where I had to start writing and let the thoughts come. I woke up with none in my head, but what else is unusual. I should count the absence of thoughts as my default mode. My brain doesn’t really have thoughts. I am either having a conversation with a person that isn’t here or having ideas arrive fully formed. It is a strange way of being.
The agenda for today is to finish getting the kids ready to go to the bus stop, take the other kid to her school, go take care of a couple cats, and then head off to Gather to work on what I need to work on. That is the exciting nature of today.
What happens after that I have no idea. I feel like there is supposed to be something happening this evening, but can’t remember anything outside making dinner. I am trying to finish this out but the lack of thoughts or ability to have them is causing me to feel a little crazy right now.
My body has been worn out and worn down lately. It is stress. Too much is going on and I am in control of very little of it. Last night I spent a little time trying to figure out what type of corporation Campbell Drive Properties should become when it is time. I don’t think it can be an LLC and give me full weight and authority without me being majority owner and while that could happen in the future it isn’t likely to be for awhile.
But that is a future issue and not worth worrying about. I wouldn’t mind it becoming a business that invests directly in other businesses as well as real estate. We just have to take one day at a time to end up figuring out where the path goes. For now that is the backseat of the day.
The front seat is putting more dog and cat pictures online and writing a blog post for the end of May. That is what needs to be done. Anything else that happens is extra.
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