Now I’m Awake

It isn’t often that I get to sleep in and this morning wasn’t the morning for it. Now I am up way too late and it feels like the day has passed me by. It also didn’t help that I woke up into an emergency. I was supposed to have walked a dog around 6:30 which is hard to do at 7:20 but that was fine. The visit was a 6-8. The issue was my wife had just been informed that her visit had to be done by 8:10.

My lack of ability to hire, which may be solved now, has caused us these issues. It feels like we are hanging on by duct tape and bailing wire at times. That is why the amount needed for payroll surprised me, because the feeling doesn’t match the balance sheet. I feel like everything is falling apart but the business continues to grow.

There really wasn’t anything we could do to unwind time. We just had to start the morning from that point forward and the dog in the neighborhood was the easiest one to get taken care of. If we were smart the same person would have done both visits, but we weren’t in that moment. So I rushed out the door and was back right around 7:50.

Arriving to the visit by 8:10 is possible if unlikely by then, but it is closer than not at all. Sleeping in also make me tired and I don’t know how it happened. I shouldn’t be tired. I haven’t done anything taxing for a long time. Everything has been normal.

Either way my part of this morning is done for a bit. I am going to read and relax until I absolutely must help get ready to the church for Rise Against Hunger. That is always a good morning. Makes me feel like I am doing something and then question if I can do more.

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